I hear voices, voices that are familiar calling out to me, calling out my name in a playful tone. It teases and taunts me in a manner so serious yet so playful… Why?
Sometimes it’s natural and it seems it’s meant to be there.
Sometimes these voices sound like my mother, most of them are my mother. Then I hear voices of strangers, voices of strangers I have once heard in a crowd and then forgot. Then I hear the voices of my friends or acquaintances call me out when I am in my deep thoughts or about to slumber.
These voices do not say much, all I hear is my name loud yet faint escape from their lips. It does not scare me at all because I somewhat believe they are a manifestation of my mind or a really super cool ability of some sort and designed for some purpose because if it supernatural related to ghosts and demons, I think I might die because I have no faint clue on how to deal with that.
At times I do hear conversations but very faint.
These voices intrigue me, is this my own mind playing tricks on me? If it is, then why? Do I miss these voices? Do I miss the company? Or am I insane?
Why do I hear these voices? What is the purpose?
Usually, I am a person who is scared of the supernatural and the unknown. In no manner do I find them intriguing… I am intrigued by the existence of supernatural creatures such as werewolves, banshee, vampires and do wish they were true.
But these voices are not supernatural, they are just there existing and maintain their balance in this universe. They are with me, they travel with me, they are there in me?
I find them fascinating and very intriguing. Why?
When I rub my eyes too hard, I always find that amidst the black, dots start to appear, colourful dots emerge and form shapes, sometimes of humans or of animals. It really does shock me but also truly surprises me, how is that possible? The people that I see are familiar and not familiar. Sometimes it’s of the galaxy or so I think it is.
I love to see what unfolds every time I rub my eyes too hard, it’s a world of its own when I do…
I guess this is a part of my mind that works differently or are these manifestations of my subconscious?
Are there any hidden meanings or symbols in them? If there are, what is expected of me to do and why?
Do others see or hear them? Does every being have different ways or abilities similar to mine or way different?
Are we all part of something, for the better or for the worse?
-Roshni Marath Jairaj