I no longer wanted to feel human
So I sharpened my knife and butchered out my heart from my body
I bled and bled but I let it be as I no longer wanted this ache to roar
I was now just a human with a pair of eyes and ears to see the world as it is and not for the layers it has bathed itself in
This gave me the perspective I needed
All I now am is a body and an existence without the force to feel things that once made me a fool
I saw the heart out there, throbbing and beating
It did not stop, it did not stop
What do I do to relieve it of its senses
With no heart in me, watching that heart writher and squirm for help created a sense of humanism in me, but how?
At the same time, I was delighted to see it in misery as I no longer had to inhabit it
Was this how I once felt when it was in me?
A desperation to release everything I felt
The next few moments passed by without my knowledge
I am not aware of how I got here and why but it had a purpose
I opened the glass cage and placed the heart tenderly on my hands
I felt it needed to be taken care of gently, so I caressed it with a soft delicacy
It wailed and wailed but I could see no tears drop down
It felt sad and lonely
It felt betrayed
It wanted to be with home
It ached and ached, I did not know what to do then and now
All it wanted was to simply let it be
I could not let it simply be
With one simple swift, I gave it the end it deserved
Now I was a human with a heart…
