My mother often tells me that I am in a world of my own
What does that even mean? When she sees me, why is it that her mind thinks I live in an other world of my own?
Is it because I choose to be oblivious to the macabre around me?
She says that I should often come out of this world I live in to face the monsters outside, but why?
I do spend my time with the monsters but I cannot do it all day, I need a break.
I do not disagree to her statement, what I will do instead is offer an explanation as to why I have built that world
I am a keen admirer and enthusiastic on many of the movies and shows out there, I am an avid watcher
I love to listen to music because in those rhythms generate a story that I would love to be a part of or simply they give me the estacy I need
The books that I read offer me a chance to dwell in those world and I love to loose myself into the extraordinary words. I love to understand what goes on behind each sentence. I love to move with the flow of the words.
All of the above act as a help, a sort of an escape from the troubles and plight I often am in especially when at home.
I remember the screams and shouts that echoed around the walls of the house and building a world was the only way I could ever relieve myself
When I step onto the grounds of that world, the troubles leave me and I am in a story
A world where different stories exist in different realities and various personas
I enter these worlds and live in them because I am selfish
I am selfish because I want to breathe the air of peace and silence for once without any worries in the world
In the years that I have lived on this earth, at every stage in my life, I have remembered most of the pain rather than warmth
From this world of mine, I receive happiness and most importantly solace and peace
I am not a fan of anyone who wishes to enter this world
I am not welcome to the idea of anyone wanting to talk about this world
I want to lead a life that I can live in peace and happiness
I am an avid watcher of many movies and shows. I love to read the lines within the stories that unfold. I live in these worlds because they help me escape a world of my own. A world that never has the potential to offer a cure for every thirst I quench.
These stories that I witness help me forget the reality I am sometimes trapped in. I do not relish these stories soley for the purpose of using them as a sort of escape. I do so because I enjoy them
I am delighted to be in the world of movies, shows, music and stories. They provie me an esctacy that I simply cannot find in others. I immerse into them and my troubles are let go.
They are therapeutic to me. They provide help in countless ways and often ways that no other human could provide. They are a different sort of family soley exisiting for my happiness, dreams and comfort.
I choose to enter this world on my own free will, so if matters go awry, I have no one to blame but myself.
I find it enchanting because of the numerous stories told.
I may not have many talents but someday I would love to show you the magic that resides in my head. I would invite you to be a guest in my worlds and I am sure you would never think below of any great grandeure you have witnessed.
I believe I have a way in showing you these worlds, but I need me some magic to do so. If I were to be a God, I would have you granted access to slip into these cracks but I am afraid I possibly cannot to do anything
So I put my hopes in you and believe in the faith and assurance that you too put your trust in me and my words about my worlds.