I am selfish
I am selfish when I wish for plans to be cancelled so I can have a day to myself.
I am selfish in wanting to do things alone, things that my friends like to do with me, but I am selfish and want to do it by myself.
I am selfish for craving momentary happiness and for wishing momentary sadness for people who bring me down.
I am selfish in wanting to keep everyone to myself but I am also selfish when I want to keep myself away when they need me.
I am selfish when I don’t to share my world with the others.
I am selfish for wanting so much when I don’t deserve half of it.
I am selfish for not speaking up about what matters the most to me because it hurts others when I don’t.
I am selfish for speaking my true mind that hurt others and myself.
I am selfish for going after I want and not thinking about the countless lives I am leaving behind
I am selfish for wanting to chase something that can bring destruction to my family.
I am selfish when I escape into a world of mine because I refuse to participate in acts that hurt myself and other people
I am selfish when I do not want to face conseuqences to my actions
I am selfish in wanting to dodge my problems
I am selfish when I think about bad sins I want to do
I am selfish for judging about people’s sacrifices that were unnecessary. I am selfish when I do not see the real motive or purpose.
I am selfish for not making enough sacrifices.
I am selfish when I fail to commit to my words even if I can sense that it will kill me.
I am selfish in every way in everyone’s hearts
I am selfish in every binary situation and in every contrast
I live upto everyone’s words and yet continue to be selfish
I try my best not to be but I end up being anyways.
Do I know what selfish is anymore or do I just need a word to end everything I want to say?