How long?

I go to sleep with tears rolling down my face making its way to seep into the pillows I have drenched myself into a beautiful melancholy of sad music. As each tone begins to play, I start to associate different moments of sadness to it. I want to go back home  A home filled with [...]

The Joker’s Naughty Sister

Brought to you by my Nightmares I have written down every detail I could remember from this one. This nightmare stuck to me the most and also from many of the frightening nightmares, I remember this very vividly. I made sure I remembered all the details by going over them again and again while trying [...]

“The Bucket List”

What is a bucket list? A list full of dreams that you want to do before you die.  For me a bucket list is a list full of goals that I want to achieve before I die.  The word bucket list carries a sort of magic that makes it so perfect and dreamy. I want [...]

I do not want to be a quitter

So my parents have this idea expected from me that I tend to quit some of the many things I seem to try. I would say that I simply run out of interest in them. I do not quit because it is hard, I just lost my interest in them and yes maybe one time, [...]

Dreams

I am a fool for dreams. I am utterly and completely obsessed and in love with dreams. Dreams are like a comfortable dress, they are laces of wavy soft fabric stitched onto my mind. My dreams are like cloths of different colours layered one after the other making it very flowy and intricate. They are [...]

The one where I turned Twenty.

24th May Midnight I sit here waiting for the clock to strike midnight and it has already stuck. I can't help but feel not at home and lonely I feel sad and an impending sense of doom has crushed me as I hit 20. I feel worthy and not accomplished. I haven't created a set [...]

Thoughts lead to a train wreck

It was a normal night Four in the morning It was the early rise of the dawn  While the whole world was still asleep, I was ready to step into my slumber As I unwinded a tiring day of hard chores, I decided to give myself a little reward Not knowing where the reward could [...]

5. Complete

Continued from 4. From the land of the lost and tired, I have found my way I am afraid of not jotting all of you down You play and toy with me All these thoughts appear at once and once I close my eyes and drift off; these thoughts and words never make its mark [...]

Ideal Reality

The ideal reality, how nice would that be? The life that you always had created in your head coming to works is quite the desire anyone would love to have. What would my ideal reality be like? If I had to describe it, I think using TV shows would be the perfect and apt way [...]

In my head

I have these pictures and depictions in my head on how different sceanrios could take place. Some of them are confrontations. Part 1 I am not entirely good at confrontations or voicing out something that really bothers me. For half of the time, I ignore it and for the other half of the time, I [...]