You know what Universe and the Lords
I am disappointed in you guys, why do you have to go out of your way to create disruption and chaos in my life and to those I care about
I am angry at you, I am frustrated because I have no other explanation
I have no one else to blame but you, solely you, just you
You might think as to why I keep writing about my miseries and sorrows again and again.
You might also think all my miseries and sorrows are the same monotnous old regime but guess what, maybe you could ask the lords above to intervine and request them to bring some aspects of change into my life so that I can write about something new
When good times arise, why is it that you have to stick your foot down at that very moment and create a judgment for you to pass upon my life?
I am angry with you but you know my temper would subside down
I just need to vent out and have an open conversation with you.
I might and will blame you but know that, I never mean these things very seriosuly, I understand why you have to do these things, actually I don’t. I think it’s unfair but like the world says the world is unfair.
I will always continue to put my faith and belief in you but that doesn’t mean once in a while I won’t get angry with you when the waves go rough
I pray to you to get matters sorted out, I pray to you for finding solutions, I pray to you to help me and aid me.
Sometimes I hope you can make it easy for myself and the world, I really do. If you are out there, don’t let this world and the good people descend to choas. There is still hope.
Sometimes people say it all happens for the best or it happens for a reason, but when the absolute worst happens, how can anyone mean that? How is there sense to it? Why does it have to happen when no good reason comes out of it?
Why can’t people just say what’s happened has happened or say nothing at all rather than say it must have happened for a reason or some lame universe philosophy. That does not make things better.
I take action for my responsibility and will not blame you for whatever comes from it, maybe I will vent out but will try to understand whatever happened happened and there is nothing I can do about it. I will live through it like always, sometimes it takes longer than usual, but I will pass through it.
Universe, Gods and the Lords, I will always put my unwavering faith in you because you help me and I find calm and solace with you.