I am selfish

I am selfish I am selfish when I wish for plans to be cancelled so I can have a day to myself. I am selfish in wanting to do things alone, things that my friends like to do with me, but I am selfish and want to do it by myself. I am selfish for [...]

Stranger

Hey Stranger I have all these people around me. These people who love me but I can never find myself to talk as openly as I would like. There is always a wall that will stand between them and me. I build this wall and refuse to climb over it or let anyone break it [...]

Dear Emily Dickinson

Dear Emily Dickinson, I come from lands and times where your desires come true. Women do get to vote, but we still don’t have it all. However, we are working towards making the world a place where women and men are equal in front of everyone’s eyes. Dear Emily Dickinson, I come here to tell [...]

Conversations with dad

It started with a message. My dad messaged saying "Hello Guddu...", and then I replied, saying "Hi, Daddy Betta" and then called him because he had woken up to the dawn. His body clock couldn't bear being in bed for more than a minute he was intended to wake up at. That's what he said, [...]

Sad

16th November 2019 I try to wake up out of the bed, but I can't. My mind does not work today and it has just taken on the role of making me feel miserable about every aspect of myself. I am sad and I just want to be in my bed all day. I want [...]

Afraid, Scared and beyond

We all have things that we are afraid and scared of. Synonyms of the same feeling but all carrying a minute difference. Upon further research, I present to you the difference between these words. " ‘Scared’ is an adjective used to indicate fear or anxiety. A scared person is nervous or frightened about something.‘Afraid’ is [...]

Being Cozy

I woke up to a good day! The skies were clear but now it's a bit dark out. It's moody, grey and comfortable; my cup of chai! Started of the day talking to my mom, dad and grandparents. I had fun! They told me I glowed which made me happy. It was just one of [...]

Thank You

Rather than fixating on things that are wrong with this world, with me or around me, I wanted to remember the things that make me thankful for the life I have.  I wanted to remind myself there are many things to thank for, but I don't do it enough.  My Thank You To Everyone Thank [...]

I want you.?

Some song plays and I am reminded of you in some manner. We might not know each other well but I really want to get to know you and I wish I could be with you. I wish I could spend time with you. I enjoy talking to you and I wish we could just [...]

How long?

I go to sleep with tears rolling down my face making its way to seep into the pillows I have drenched myself into a beautiful melancholy of sad music. As each tone begins to play, I start to associate different moments of sadness to it. I want to go back home  A home filled with [...]