End of an year and the DECADE

I feel nervous.

I am terrified of going into a new year but what terrifies me more is that I have lived through a decade.

I have learnt a lot of lessons for me to just list it all down but here are some of the lessons that would always stick with me.

L: Learn what your heart and mind seeks!

I: I love myself and those who love me. I can do it!

V/F: Venture into the unknown! / Fuck it!

E: Enjoy your life and eat!

I have a lot of stories in my life, some may not be interesting, some may shed a tear in my eyes and some make me happy. I have felt a lot through the stories of my life and I am glad to have. These stories taught me so much.

I won’t deny saying that I am scared. I am scared because it means I only have a few more years left and I am scared if I will ever set out to complete the rest of my adventures.

Some people say, “make life count”, “do it when you feel like it”, “there is only one life” but what if I don’t have the resources. What then? I guess I will have to let those adventures go. Not be a “negative nancy” sometimes life really be like that. Sometimes it’s all about that compromise.

To go on a more positive note, I can’t wait for the adventures I will be embarking upon.

A lot has happened and when looking back at those 10 years, I wonder if I have made it all count. As each year presented itself, did I set out to complete the wishes I wished?

I guess I have.