How long?

I go to sleep with tears rolling down my face making its way to seep into the pillows I have drenched myself into a beautiful melancholy of sad music. As each tone begins to play, I start to associate different moments of sadness to it. I want to go back home  A home filled with [...]

Going back “home”

This was written in Dubai a while back and I forgot to post it but I am doing it now... Upright on the hotel bed I sit with my laptop trying to create sense of what I want to write while my lower body is snuggled up in a big white comfy duvet. I am [...]

Somewhere along the past…

( I do not remember when I wrote this, but when I read it, I knew this was me at one stage in life, probably around last year or might be in 2017 and I was helpless... When I am stuck in moments like these, words pour out of me without myself putting any thought into [...]

Under the weather

When one feels under the weather, you know what they crave for the most? Some warm soup and good TV to turn that dying cough into a tiring laugh... Jokes aside and yes the above was a joke attempted and now you know how bad my humor is. Apologies for that, I am not feeling up [...]

Farewell to my humble abode…

18th December 2018, this day was surely faced with a  mixed bag of emotions. On this day, I received the wonderful news which was at first devasting because me being me, I never ask for the whole details. I really should inquire about the whole rather than the half. The news was that my dad [...]

Ready to go home.!

  In less than one day, the end of November will be marked. And then starts a new month that would mark the countdown of 2018. Arises a new dawn at 2019. December 14th, my last day of the year at Nottingham. Ready to go back home for the holidays and then come back when [...]

Lately

Lately it's been a bit rough and tough. It's been a while I have posted. This has been in the works a lot because my mood and mindset have been in the works a lot. So I am going to try and jot down every feeling i have had in this one tiny post. I [...]

One Last Look

Friday 26th October 2018 It was time to leave again. It was a short visit for four days to home to resolve an issue. Taking a break from uni and going back for that short time was just diffcilut because I was used to my routine and breaking it and leaving felt hard because I [...]

Thoughts in the sky

In the admits of the clouds flying and soaring high amongst different shades of colours. I see all possibilities of a happy time but none can comfort me at this moment. Right now I am in a moment of nervousness and sadness. Even if it was coming to Dubai for 4 days for an urgent [...]

Changes

This phrase, everything happens for the best and Change is good. I do not know what to make of it. What is the protocol here? What is expected of me? Changes simply kept happening everywhere and I slowly felt myself loosing my grasp on the world I lived in.   Incident that took place at [...]