Fandom$

Presenting to you, the first piece from the Amalgamation series! I started with this because fandoms are a huge part of who I am and I wanted to share that with you all. !.!.!.!.! Entering a fandom is like testing the waters  First you dip in your toe to test the temperature and when it [...]

Day 3 out of the number of days I will try to write continuously

If you have subscribed for the emotional experience, please do listen to this song and then continue to read this. https://open.spotify.com/track/4HbeGjbt7u3pvwDk1vN7P0?si=y85dRDU0SduNL2rWBanNhg This part of the song stuck with me the most. Today is a messy day for my heart. I watched the final few minutes of Call Me by Your Name. I then listened to [...]

IKEA

Going to IKEA felt oddly at home. It was surprisng on how a furniture retail company sparks such sheer amounts of happiness! It was always the best outing with family and friends. When a member of the family suggests going to IKEA, damn oh damn! Our weekends are made! It is like Christmas! One can [...]

Dear Emily Dickinson

Dear Emily Dickinson, I come from lands and times where your desires come true. Women do get to vote, but we still don’t have it all. However, we are working towards making the world a place where women and men are equal in front of everyone’s eyes. Dear Emily Dickinson, I come here to tell [...]

I want you.?

Some song plays and I am reminded of you in some manner. We might not know each other well but I really want to get to know you and I wish I could be with you. I wish I could spend time with you. I enjoy talking to you and I wish we could just [...]

Dancing At Two Am

As I was preparing to go to sleep, I decided to suddenly play some Hindi songs and let us say, I did not sleep for a very long time I danced, pranced around my room imagining scenarios where I would get to perform these songs, weddings, parties and what not! It was an amazing dance [...]

Love letters to myself

I was thinking about the good things I like about myself and I could barely come up with Ten things I like but when I started going down the bunny hole of all the bad things about myself, that list outweighed everything. Is it just me or is that all of us? Do our negatives [...]

How long?

I go to sleep with tears rolling down my face making its way to seep into the pillows I have drenched myself into a beautiful melancholy of sad music. As each tone begins to play, I start to associate different moments of sadness to it. I want to go back home  A home filled with [...]

For you

I don't know how we end up meeting each other or even if we are destined to meet, but I would like you to know, I do have some hopes for us to conquer. Hi, I am a girl who is miles away from you. I do not know if we have passed as strangers [...]

Seeds of hope

Stage 1 Seeds of hope are sowed carefully onto you knowingly or unknowingly by a sower. That sower can be your mom, dad, your friend, your enemy, a stranger, God, the universe or even you. Hope for love, hope for money, hope for happiness, hope for more; different seeds like these are sown. When sown, [...]