Day 3 out of the number of days I will try to write continuously

If you have subscribed for the emotional experience, please do listen to this song and then continue to read this. https://open.spotify.com/track/4HbeGjbt7u3pvwDk1vN7P0?si=y85dRDU0SduNL2rWBanNhg This part of the song stuck with me the most. Today is a messy day for my heart. I watched the final few minutes of Call Me by Your Name. I then listened to [...]

I am selfish

I am selfish I am selfish when I wish for plans to be cancelled so I can have a day to myself. I am selfish in wanting to do things alone, things that my friends like to do with me, but I am selfish and want to do it by myself. I am selfish for [...]

Sad

16th November 2019 I try to wake up out of the bed, but I can't. My mind does not work today and it has just taken on the role of making me feel miserable about every aspect of myself. I am sad and I just want to be in my bed all day. I want [...]

Afraid, Scared and beyond

We all have things that we are afraid and scared of. Synonyms of the same feeling but all carrying a minute difference. Upon further research, I present to you the difference between these words. " ‘Scared’ is an adjective used to indicate fear or anxiety. A scared person is nervous or frightened about something.‘Afraid’ is [...]

Being Cozy

I woke up to a good day! The skies were clear but now it's a bit dark out. It's moody, grey and comfortable; my cup of chai! Started of the day talking to my mom, dad and grandparents. I had fun! They told me I glowed which made me happy. It was just one of [...]

Dancing At Two Am

As I was preparing to go to sleep, I decided to suddenly play some Hindi songs and let us say, I did not sleep for a very long time I danced, pranced around my room imagining scenarios where I would get to perform these songs, weddings, parties and what not! It was an amazing dance [...]

Love letters to myself

I was thinking about the good things I like about myself and I could barely come up with Ten things I like but when I started going down the bunny hole of all the bad things about myself, that list outweighed everything. Is it just me or is that all of us? Do our negatives [...]

How long?

I go to sleep with tears rolling down my face making its way to seep into the pillows I have drenched myself into a beautiful melancholy of sad music. As each tone begins to play, I start to associate different moments of sadness to it. I want to go back home  A home filled with [...]

My parents teach me…

Thank you mom and dad for teaching me the real and unfiltered version of parenthood, a marriage and a relationship. Many of us learn differerent things from our parents and I have decided to take it upon myself to learn everything I can, the do's and the don'ts. You learn a lot from your parents, [...]