Sad

16th November 2019 I try to wake up out of the bed, but I can't. My mind does not work today and it has just taken on the role of making me feel miserable about every aspect of myself. I am sad and I just want to be in my bed all day. I want [...]

Last few seconds

If only you had these last few seconds to live, what would you do? I would try and make it count . I would try and see the world for as it was and remember this sight infront of me Be it bad or good, I would like to make it memorable  I would drain out [...]

How long?

I go to sleep with tears rolling down my face making its way to seep into the pillows I have drenched myself into a beautiful melancholy of sad music. As each tone begins to play, I start to associate different moments of sadness to it. I want to go back home  A home filled with [...]

Dreams

I am a fool for dreams. I am utterly and completely obsessed and in love with dreams. Dreams are like a comfortable dress, they are laces of wavy soft fabric stitched onto my mind. My dreams are like cloths of different colours layered one after the other making it very flowy and intricate. They are [...]

What to do?

As I am writing this, I am completely bored and I thought why not do some piece of writing to take my mind off from being bored. Today is the day my summer break has officaly started. After weeks of intense research for my essay then going on to writing 3 essays that are 3500 [...]

Somewhere along the past…

( I do not remember when I wrote this, but when I read it, I knew this was me at one stage in life, probably around last year or might be in 2017 and I was helpless... When I am stuck in moments like these, words pour out of me without myself putting any thought into [...]

The Last Day of 2018 at Nottingham

13th December 2018, 1:00 AM   Sleep refues to potrude and take over me, what do I do at times like these? I take out my laptop, watch a few shows, listen to some music especially to Panic! At The Disco because they are love, and they are life.   Now it's 10:40 pm, a [...]

Doing it on your own

  I like doing many of the things all by myself. It's the time out of the day where I get to be away from the crowd and just be there on my own. This past week, I had to get quite a lot done, so doing it on my own gave me a sense [...]

Ready to go home.!

  In less than one day, the end of November will be marked. And then starts a new month that would mark the countdown of 2018. Arises a new dawn at 2019. December 14th, my last day of the year at Nottingham. Ready to go back home for the holidays and then come back when [...]

Changes

This phrase, everything happens for the best and Change is good. I do not know what to make of it. What is the protocol here? What is expected of me? Changes simply kept happening everywhere and I slowly felt myself loosing my grasp on the world I lived in.   Incident that took place at [...]